Friday, April 13, 2007
today is the last friday string practicse for the sec 4s. and so we had a huge gathering at videoworld. oh yay.
i can't seemed to be happy anywhere anymore. in class, there is awkwardness. in string, there is the feeling of disappointment. well, i guess at least i can be a little high at videoworld, especially with clarissa telling us FUNNY stuff. but that won't last.
i was REALLY high before string practice today. i guess this is how i make myself happy. i went around telling people i miss them. or was it i love them? i think it's both. and i bet the whole string got irritated with me. cause i was just giggling and giggling away, loudly.
today's gathering at videoworld was hilarious. we just sat there laughing and screaming at stuff that clarissa told us. but when most of the crowd were gone, i felt sad again. and i stayed till 7.30pm today. so, when mom called, she literally screamed at me. but still, i had fun. i'm so going to miss the videoworld clique. ):
daddy asked me to decide on which restaurant i want to go for my birthday celebration. but i've given up on the search. though it's just flipping through the book. anyway i don't have the mood to go celebrate my birthday. so i can't really be bothered. and furthermore, i won't waste so much money on my birthday again. for the first time, i'm helping my parents save money.
i don't feel like getting a cake too. i don't feel like blowing candles.
i guess this is depression.
au revoir.
will you always be there when i need you?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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